- My therapist: Look at nature. Look at flowers. We never walk into our garden and say "Oh wouldn't that flower be so much more pretty if it were taller? Or red instead of pink?" No, we don't. Because nature was created perfect just as it is. And so are we. We are part of nature, we are how we're meant to be, we are perfect just as we are.
Your thoughts are the seeds;
You can grow flowers,
Or you can grow weeds.
(Makes a new friend) woah!! Yes!! How cool!
1 week later:
Ohh you like to text a lot? Um okay. I guess I’ll text you
2 weeks later:
What? You wanna hang out often… I don’t know.
3 weeks later:
Ugh! I hate being around people all the time! Maybe I’ll just slowly back off.
4 weeks later:
…I need a friend.
Some nights, when you’re not here, I can imagine your chest against my back, your arm around my waist pulling me close, and your legs tangled in mine.
The warmth of you touch keeps me awake. The beat of you heart pulsates through my body. The care and emotion that radiates from your embrace screams I Love You through the silence of the room.
Our breath is synchronized, and our bodies flow together. Inhale. I love you. Exhale. I love you. Inhale. I love you. Exhale. I love you.
Some nights, when you’re not here, I like to imagine.
It’s just too perfect.
We’d both be crazy to want and take on each other’s heart, issues, and all that comes with a companion. But it’s okay, because we’re insane.