I want you free, I want you to be able to love with no fear, to let go of everything that’s ever happened to you, everything that you’ve been through, and everything that you’ve had to deal with. I want you to know that there’s hope. Know that tomorrow can be another day. Know when to be strong and when it’s okay to be sad. I just want you to stop running from everything, or trying to ignore the situations that you know you need to fix.
You’ll be so much happier this way, and I want to see you happy so so badly. I’ll fight with you if I have to, stand by your side and pick you up when you fall, and we can do this together. You just have to be willing to literally let everything go. Your pride, your past, your fear, your uncertainty, and your defenses.
I love you, and want the best for you. But what your doing right now… Where you are right now just isn’t it, and it makes me sad to watch… I always pray that you’ll understand one day.
So many attempted of suicides,
So many thoughts of giving up.
So many nights. The endless cries.
So many think they’re out of luck.
These cuts make me who I am
They’re the only thing I can do right
No one takes me as I am
So I might as well end my life.
You don’t understand what I going through
No, you really have have no clue.
You haven’t seen what I’ve seen. Felt what I’ve felt.
&Each yesterday, my hatred for myself grew.
Pills ease the pain, weed stops the rain
cuts let out all my aggression
If you lived my life, you’d feel the same.
And when I die, you’ll learn your lesson.
If you can relate to any of this
know that it’s not true.
I’ve been there before, but there’s so much more
to life what’s in our immediate view.
It’s hard to imagine the days to come
where you are finally free.
from all the pain and the confusion
that’s swallowing you like a sea.
We never believe that things will get better.
This concept our brains can’t grasp.
But if you just hold on, I’ll promise you this,
that this storm just cannot last.
A day will come were it’s all over
and you can live in peace.
Until then, just fight. Stay strong.
And I love you, to say the least.
They say ignorance is bliss. Being ignorant means you’ll never know the bad, so you’ll just be happy most of the time. But you know what’s even better than that? Learning how to handle the bad situations around you, and still live your life happily and stronger than you would have before.
You see encouragement and inspiration all over their blog. Either they’re fighting and encouraging themselves, or they’ve been through things and want to reach out and help others.
I’m strongest when I know I’m being strong for someone else, &I work hardest when I know it’ll be beneficial for my future husband and children. My future family.
That’s what I’m working towards.